i honestly just don’t learn can i be any more worthless lol

it’s been a year and some since that attempt and things were getting better but now they’re not

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hello stranger. i had a ham sandwich today, which reminded me of you. so i thought i'd leave you a message here, since i've deleted my facebook. hope everything is going well with you

hey there. hope everything is well with you too. crazy that you still remember this blog exists. sometimes i forget myself. i’ve always thought of our anonymous interactions as very…well, anonymous. i never did have the bravery to talk to you more, for fear to looking like i was prying. anyway, i feel particularly comforted by this message. as random as it is, it’s nice to know someone’s there. thank you for that. feel free to message me any time. i mean that

how pathetic is it that I have everything I need and still literally cannot control my own thoughts? answer me that

also he does not deserve my behavior. he treats me so well and cares so much

Forgot just how shitty this is I can’t take it

What a rough night it was